It’s been two months since my last post in this blog and I admitted that I’ve abandoned it cos I’m still putting my focus on my other blog, Kotak Mela (Mela’s Box). So I guess, hiatus then..for this blog, for a while, till I get another inspirations for this blog…
Archive for General Pot
Blog for Poem
I’m wondering if I should create a new blog just for my poems…
[oneliner mode is ON]
Poetic
I realized that I’ve becoming a lil bit poetic (see my scattered minds) last few days. My big influence on this, to be honest, is Muse and then those new feelings I felt lately. When I heard songs from Muse, I always thought how could they came up with those lyric, what was their influence, how they put it all up in lyrics…then some nature forces made me wrote those poems I posted in this blog.
I guess this poetic feeling won’t last long, though I enjoyed it so much especially when you trying to find the correct words or phrases that would fit 
Cheers.
On Edge
So, I have this kind of “small” obstacles with my on going thesis, and it successfully ruin half of my confidence and truthfully it makes me worried so much…and I’m singing “Butterflies and Hurricanes” (video from Muse HAARP – Butterflies and Hurricanes <Wembley Stadium>, thanx to goivechump who uploaded the video)
Butterflies and Hurricanes
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best, you’ve got to be the best
You’ve got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best, you’ve got to be the best
You’ve got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
Don’t let yourself down
And don’t let yourself go
Your last chance has arrived
Best, you’ve got to be the best
You’ve got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
credit : YouTube, Sing365.com
What do you want?
Have a little chit chat with my classmate after what-should-be-called-easy-mid-exam-but-d*mn-I-didn’t-study-hard enough this evening, and the main topic of our chit chat was about job/task priority he should make. Which one should be more have priority than others and what’s the effect of it? Will there be any sacrifice to be made?
He already had in mind what he should do, and probably he has to put aside one or more of his hopes of something. Thing that I notice from him that he has set in mind what he’d do and he has accepted the negative impact that will occur by his decisions. That makes me remember a quote from Grey’s Anatomy serial movie:
MEREDITH: [narrating] “Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want.”
Do you know what you want in life?
